Ok so today I woke up and wanted to play handball so I went to the park 10 min ago and you know what I found out? That I’m too good for the parks around my house so now I came home and about to go to coney handball courts who’s down
32434.) I dont want to feel this way anymore. Everytime something happy comes along, something even worse just crushes it. I’m fat and pretty ugly so no one would love me, I dont even believe in love anyway. My friends will probably desert me when they realise how annoying I am and my family all think im crazy. I feel like I’m suffocating, I hate where I live and I need an escape. Just somewhere to go so I can breathe.
